Ever want to just give up? Stop trying? Go with the flow? Do the bare minimum? Lose all ambition? Lose your goals, dreams, direction?
Ever wanted to be celibate? To not bother with women? Avoid rejection? Avoid failure? Avoid people?
Ever want to just sleep? Just play games? Just listen to sad songs? Just read about places you'll never go and never see and things you'll never do?
Have you ever sat down and felt sorry for yourself for no particular reason? Have you ever not looked forward to tomorrow? Have you ever had trouble seeing your self worth? Have you ever just wanted to whine and cry and be held like you were when you were little? Have you ever been disgusted with yourself for feeling that way?
Have you thought about all of those things more times than is worth counting? Have you ever gotten sick of it? Have you wanted to contemplate something else for just one moment in your life? Have you wanted to not feel pathetic?
I'm not saying I have ever felt that way. I'm just curious.
Posted by Mr. Eff on 11/16/2003