Self Indulgence Continued...
So, I know I said that I wouldn't post anything else about Corinne, but I can't help myself. Tomorrow would have been her 27th birthday, and to say that I'm not still filled with sorrow over her passing would be a gross mischaracterization of the truth. If I believed in God, I would wish her well in her supposed afterlife and I'm sure she would be well. She's gone though and all I can say is that, for those of us still living, it...well, it fucking sucks (I don't mind cussing because, to tell you the truth, she had the mouth of a sailor).
I keep trying to work up the...strength/courage/will power...to write a fitting memorial to her, but I just can't seem to get past the first line. In the great, grand scheme of things, she was a small fish in this gigantic ocean we're living in. Most of you would never have felt the ripples she would have caused in her life. She wasn't a saint. She wasn't perfect. She wasn't necessarily destined for great things. Not everyone is supposed to change the world though. But she changed a lot of the people she met in her life. I know she changed me...
and I was changed for the better, I think.
So, all I really wanted to say was that tomorrow, July 1, would have been Corinne's 27th birthday. I miss her.
Posted by Mr. Eff on 06/30/2004 || link
