Ugh
The Red Sox, my beloved Sox. They lost...again.
I can't really describe what I feel right now. Somewhere in my brain, I know that this is only a game and it's not worth getting upset over. But that part of my brain was drowned in beer and choked with smoke. I feel dead inside, except for the ulcer that I think formed during that debacle.
I honestly don't know if anything or anyone could ease this pain right now. I thought I had become totally cynical and bitter. I was wrong. I needed this experience to just take me a little further.
I think I need to become a nihilist. I think that's all that is left for me.
Posted by Mr. Eff on 10/17/2003 || link
